My glasses are now permanently broken. This makes things much harder.
I have also suddenly encountered a bug that I cannot explain and that has never cropped up before. Maybe it was a fluke, but I don’t think so. Trying to figure it out, which is hard because it seems to be pretty random. Why now? I have played the same part of the game something like a billion times before. I wasn’t even trying anything new.
Other than that, making slow progress, and trying to fight the onset of depression. It’s hard not having finished this yet. This was supposed to be a good day. Feeling bad for having said it would be done this morning. But then, I didn’t expect this. I never do.
It really does feel like Urizen himself is trying to stop me…
…in which case, I suppose, the only thing to do is to tell him to fuck off and get on with my work.






Evil Roda
/ January 16, 2010So it’s not coming out today?
And how terrible is your vision without glasses?
Jonas
/ January 16, 2010Umm, I’m still trying to get it out today. It depends on multiple factors.
My vision is pretty shitty. I can read, but it’s all very blurry.
Wolfgang DelaSangre
/ January 16, 2010Come on, Jonas, you can do this! Even if it takes you another week, you can do this. We’ll wait.
TJF588
/ January 16, 2010See, Jonas (“Joe-nas” or “Yo-nas”?), this reality is actually a game being made by a highly deluded true-you, a game about you making a game, and these are the sadistic obstacles you’ve throughly tested to be sure that they utterly break the player character’s moral.
Your consciousness is a sadistic, self-depreciating, involved to the point of blindness to what’s actually going on.
Dude, you need a break. *gives you a Kit-Kat Bar*
Jonas
/ January 16, 2010I hadn’t considered that possibility, but now that you mention it, it sounds very realistic. I must be a real bastard.
Thanks for the chocolate, though.
Jonas
/ January 16, 2010Oh, and as for the pronunciation… either is fine. I use “Joe-nas” myself, but don’t object to the more German version.