Stress.

We’ll be in Greece from the 30th of June to the 12th of July. Just so you know. I’ll still be reachable by email and everything, but I won’t be working on Phenomenon 32. Then again, I will be working on my novel. Gotta catch up with Verena at some point, or she’ll be published before I’ve even finished mine. (Not that I mind. She is a wonderful writer and deserves to be published. At least people will want to read her stuff.)

But anyway, we’re leaving in two days and I’m already immensely stressed. As if it wasn’t bad enough that I am terrified of flying, there’s also so much to do before we go: tomorrow morning I have a doctor’s appointment about my extremely elevated blood pressure, then I have to work, then we have to do a bunch of shopping… argh. I really wanted to be done with Phenomenon 32 before I left, but that’s just not possible, given the scale of the damn thing.

I’m also stressed about not seeing our cat for 12 days. It’s like having a child, or worse. Right now I almost wish we’d stay here, just for the sake of the kitten. I can’t believe how much I adore the little monster.

Ah, well. I will now attempt to take my stomach-destruction-preventing capsule and then go to bed.

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2012

There’s a new trailer for 2012, and it’s pretty impressive.

Yes, I know. The whole 2012 myth is nonsense. Of course it is. And there’s no King Kong, either. And no vampires. Doesn’t mean you can’t make a good movie about them.

So, anyway. I used to hate Roland Emmerich when he was doing nonsense like Independence Day. Ironically, now that it’s fashionable to bash everything he does, he’s started making good films. The Day After Tomorrow had some really great scenes (especially those with Ian Holm); 10.000 BC, which I expected to be silly, was actually really good and touching. And it looks like 2012 will also use the silly myth in order to tell a good story about humanity. Since that is the true purpose of art, and most films these days fail to do it, I’m looking forward to this one, no matter how flawed it may turn out.

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Variable “work” has exceeded parameters

So it turns out that I’m still not finished with the unpleasant “real” work. I’ve spent hours upon hours copying bibliographical data, but there is still more to do. Post-colonial this, post-modern that, heremeneutics here, transculturality there… gah!

Interesting updates shall have to be postponed until tomorrow. If you’re bored, watch this fascinating and funny and disturbing Tom Waits video: What’s He Building?

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Stressful and exciting times; also, The Last Airbender

I’ve had lots of health issues lately, which have kept me from working as much as I would like, but there’s also plenty of exciting stuff going on. I have to spend tomorrow morning on an incredibly mind-numbing bit of work (we have to pay the bills somehow), but after that I’ll write a nice update.

For now, watch this trailer for The Last Airbender. I could never get into the animated series, which my friend Julian loved, but this trailer is awesome. The beginning doesn’t look like all that much, but that last shot… is exactly what I would have done. I’ve always wanted Shyamalan to direct an epic, and I’ve always adored the epic music of James Newton Howard, so this is a film I’m really looking forward to. Which is something rather rare these days.

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Phenomenon 32 page updated, and a question

I’ve updated the Phenomenon 32 page with a couple of new screenshots and a new feature list. (I always think feature lists for a work of art are kind of weird, but I guess there isn’t a good alternative right now.)

I’m considering doing a bit of a “preview” post, with more info and screenshots and stuff. Maybe this could get some attention to the game before it comes out? I normally prefer being silent about what I’m working on, since the people who are busy telling us how great their work is are usually not actually working on it. But working your arse off without an audience is also frustrating, especially when you take what you do very seriously. So… what do you guys think? Any feedback will be appreciated.

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And some poetry for today

Well it’s a matter of fact that I’m gonna die one day
But muthafucka
Right now I breathe
And I may not be able to predict my demise
But you can bet it won’t be on my knees

From: Street Sweeper Social Club, “Fight! Smash! Win!” (lyrics)

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The One With The Crippling Stomach Pains

Forgive the slowness of the updates; I’ve gone from bad headaches to crippling stomach pains. Yesterday was particularly unpleasant. On top of that, there’s been a lot of work (real work) to do. And breathing makes my entire stomach area feel like it’s a giant bruise.

Not fun.

UPDATE: It seems my stomach acids have taken it upon themselves to digest not only my food, but also the walls of my stomach. Over-enthusiastic little buggers. The doctor has prescribed stuff that will help. I still can’t really go anywhere, since walking tends to make it more painful, but at least I can concentrate enough to work at a decent pace. Which is what I will try to do today.

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In Appreciation of David and Leigh Eddings

I was quite shocked to read that fantasy writer David Eddings died a couple of weeks ago. (Sometimes the internet is just useless for news.) He and his wife, who died in 2007, wrote several books that were absolutely central to my youth and my development as a writer.

The Belgariad and The Malloreon, and above all Belgarath the Sorcerer, were books that I read over and over as an adolescent. I still go back and read bits of Belgarath the Sorcerer every now and then, even though I know almost the entire novel by heart.

Some people may be surprised by this. Eddings is not known as a particularly intellectual writer, and he is certainly no longer fashionable. He himself had no problem admitting that genre fiction is written for money – which is something that I profoundly disagree with. All of his – or their, let’s not forget that his wife co-wrote the books; all of their books use the exact same formula, and most of them are basically thinly disguised rewrites of The Belgariad with less interesting characters. They are, in fact, at times almost unreadable.

But The Belgariad and the books related to it are magical. They have about a trillion serious flaws, which I am much more aware of now than I was when I first read them, but despite that, the books make that subtle leap from being nothing but words to being art. The magic that makes characters like Belgarath work, that makes them real, is all there. Belgarath lives. And that’s still more of an accomplishment than a lot of “serious” fantasy writers can ever hope to achieve.

What is also incredibly important is the sheer delight in language that is present in these books. Unlike some writers (such as the dreadful and dreadfully pretentious R. Scott Bakker) who try to impress us with all the words that they know, David and Leigh Eddings impressed me with how they used words to delight and amuse. They used words to make me laugh out loud, and every now and then they used them to make a shiver run down my spine. And I can’t stress enough what a positive influence all of that was – not the style, not the content, but the love of language that their books carried. For that, I owe them a debt of gratitude.

Also, at the end of The Rivan Codex, David Eddings tells people to go read Lord Dunsany. I did, and I don’t think I could be the writer I am without that. Come to think of it, even the concept for my novel was born somewhere in the interaction between Belgarath the Sorcerer and The Book of Wonder.

David and Leigh Eddings left the world better than they found it. It’s not bad for an epitaph. And if there are worlds out there beyond death, then may David and Leigh bring joy and laughter and wonderfully sarcastic dialogue to them, too.

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They’ll need something to listen to on their ipods while storming Wall Street.

Street Sweeper Social Club, the band formed by Tom “The Nightwatchman” Morello and Boots Riley, is now streaming their whole album on their MySpace page.

There is only one word for Street Sweeper Social Club, and that is awesome. Like Morello’s Nightwatchman, this is revolutionary music: it fills you with energy and the desire to fight back. It’s music fueled by righteous anger, by the strength of the oppressed – and if art can ever make a difference, this is the art that will.

This basically says it all:

“It’s revolutionary party jams,” said Morello of Street Sweeper Social Club. “It’s got huge steamroller riffs combined with depth, charge, funk, while Boots unloads clip after clip of incendiary rhymes rich with satire and venom.” Riley added, “This is a time when the working class is being fleeced left and right. More families will be homeless and more people will be jobless. They’ll need something to listen to on their ipods while storming Wall Street.”

Personal favourites so far: 100 Little Curses, which is full of that satire and venom Morello mentions, and The Oath, which is about the personal choice to not take any more crap. I also quite adore Promenade.

This kind of art is exactly what the world needs today: powerful, angry but also intelligent. This is art that speaks to our common humanity, to our sense of justice, to our sense that things are wrong and need fixing. Its attitude is not style, it’s substance – it doesn’t pretend to be revolutionary in order to sell, it simply is.

It’s the kind of art that gives me hope. No matter how powerful the representatives of the system are… there are people who will fight, and maybe one day enough of us will start working together to start kicking some real arse and cause some real change.

The Nightwatchman’s first album, One Man Revolution, is without question my very favourite album in the whole world, and gives me strength to continue the fight. Street Sweeper Social Club’s first album is, to me, on the level of the second Nightwatchman album: not my number one favourite, but still incredibly awesome and important.

And now I’ll go back to fixing the Heptapods in Phenomenon 32, and you can go listen to the music and order the album. (If you don’t like all the songs at first, give them another chance. I didn’t like Clap for the Killers the first time, and now I love it.)

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European Elections: this is the time to speak up, not to mumble.

As I just summarized it to my friend Julian:

EPIC FAIL

With everything that’s going on worldwide, the so-called Left could’ve pulled it together and made a difference… but no, we have to keep to generic comments about women’s rights and half-hearted statements about controlled capitalism. It has never been easier to show people why the system isn’t working; that makes the failure of these so-called “left” parties even more embarrassing.

More when I have the strength.

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