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14 Jan. ’09: Israeli Human Rights groups: Clear and present danger to the lives and well-being of tens of thousands of civilians

The level of harm to the civilian population is unprecedented. According to the testimony of residents of the Gaza Strip and media reports, military forces are making wanton use of lethal force which has to date caused the deaths of hundreds of uninvolved civilians and destroyed infrastructure and property on an enormous scale. In addition, Israel is also hitting civilian objects, having defined them as “legitimate military targets” solely by virtue of their being “symbols of government.”

Caught in the middle are 1.5 million civilians in extreme humanitarian distress, whose needs are not being adequately met by the limited measures taken by the army. That distress is detailed in the Appendix to this letter. Its main points are as follows:

This press release comes from eight Israeli human rights groups. Because in Israel there are just as many people with their heads screwed on straight as in the rest of the world, who can see what is going on and speak up for human rights. Only a fanatic will go on to demonize them, too.

Also: STATEMENT OF SPECIAL RAPORTEUR FOR THE PALESTINIAN TERRITORIES OCCUPIED SINCE 1967 FOR PRESENTATION TO THE SPECIAL SESSION OF THE HUMAN RIGHTS COUNCIL ON THE SITUATION IN THE GAZA STRIP, 9 JANUARY 2009

If you need a more neutral source than that, you’re probably a conspiracy theorist. Seriously – if you’re still for this war, or don’t know what it’s about, read this document. It’s easy to read, and not that long. It lays out in very simple and precise terms the nature of the situation.

Choices

A couple of weeks ago a review of Desert Bridge apepared at the an occasional player’s review blog. It’s mostly very positive, but there are a couple of criticisms that are addressed directly at me, so I thought I’d respond.

A couple of things I’d like to bring to Jonas’s attention, though: the use of menus, or more specifically, the use of a menu within a menu. When the game was first released, it was described as a “transdimensional portal” to the Land of Dreams. Fine, sure, but I’d rather the game tell me I can press certain keys to restore or save my game, or even quit, rather than go through hoops for that. There’s got to be some way I can switch a “portal” off when I need to.

The “menu within a menu” design is actually something that has gathered a lot of positive remarks. Yes – oddly enough, a lot of people love the fact that the game menu is an actual inventory item. It does add a couple more clicks to some processes, like saving and loading, but to me (and most players so far) the payoff is bigger than the burden of having to click more.

When I say “payoff”, I mean more than just the short chuckle someone may get out of the idea of “game menu = inventory item”. Presenting the game as a portal to the Lands of Dream is one of its central narrative devices – and having the game menu as an inventory item is an essential part of the game’s internal logic. It’s not a matter of “fine, sure”. It’s not how I’m trying to sell the game, or an attempt to be cute. To use a popular (and somewhat overused) term, to treat the menu differently would be to break mimesis.

As for making you jump through hoops – yes, the game does that sometimes. Have you noticed that the save/load/credits/quit buttons in the menu switch places at random? And that it’s always the last mushroom that gives you the De-Chickening Pills Recipe? To some people this may be annoying, but that’s fine – I think it’s hilarious. In fact, I think that people being annoyed by this is hilarious. (Please note that it’s a matter of context. Not every game should be designed like this. And it’s not like the game goes out of its way to bother you – it just teases you a little here and there, in very tiny and unobstrusive ways. Proportion is everything.)

Second (and this is probably nitpicking already), stop using Comic Sans. There are better fonts out there, for free

Using Comic Sans was also quite intentional. (I haven’t ever used it before, by the way.) Why? For the same reason that I chose to use command buttons, list boxes and even the occasional message box. Because of the “retro” mood I wanted to evoke – most closely associated in my mind with really old shareware games, deeply flawed but full of enthusiasm.

You make these choices when designing a game. And of course you have to be aware that some people won’t like it – not because they’re stupid, but because they don’t see what you’re doing, or because it’s quite simply not their kind of thing. But the important thing for a game designer to remember is that you do have these choices. A broken piece of rock may appear less perfect than a brick, but sometimes it’s exactly what you need to build a stable wall. (A weird metaphor may not seem very meaningful, but it may fit your text better than another straight sentence.)

The Nines

Verena and I recently saw The Nines, a movie by John August. And here is what we thought:

  • The plot was excellent, and so was the writing. I’m not going to tell you anything about it, though, because that would spoil half the fun.
  • Well, I’ll say one thing, because it might get overlooked sometimes. Yes, the movie has a very complex plot. Yes, the movie is occasionally “strange”, though it all ultimately makes sense. And yes, I thought that in the end it was quite touching. But it’s also very, very funny. This is a good thing.
  • Ryan Reynolds is absolutely excellent. He was already quite good in Smokin’ Aces – another underrated movie, that one – but here he is amazing. I hope he’ll get to do more acting of this caliber.
  • Hope Davis is also excellent, but then Hope Davis is always excellent, even when her parts sometimes aren’t. She also gets to play a wider range here, which is great.
  • Melissa McCarthy, of whom I wasn’t really aware before (I haven’t seen Gilmore Girls, though a friend of mine adores it), is also stunningly good.
  • She is also, to use a simple word for it, fat. A fat woman in a movie with an actual part? And one that isn’t just comic relief? Awesome. (I am so tired of clichéd parts for women.)
  • Elle Fanning also gives a very nice performance. Yay for directing children like people instead of simply making them avatars of cuteness (most films) or creepiness (lately, every single horror film).
  • Everything else about the movie is also fine. It looks good. It sounds good. It makes you think. It makes you laugh. What else do you want?

That’s it. I’m not telling you more. Get it. See it.

The Greek Riots: Some Basic Facts

Hi all.

I have just finished and released a video which tries to explain the origins and meaning of the riots in Greece. It’s far from perfect, but between a severe three-day headache, an unhappy cat and Pinnacle Studio bisbehaving, it’s the best I can currently do. And that’s OK – the point is to give people who don’t know much about Greece an idea as to what the riots are about, and to do a tiny bit to fight against the misinformation spread by people who really have no clue as to what they’re talking about.

I’ve had to upload the video in two parts, since it was slightly too long for YouTube. I’ll put up a full downloadable version soon (and edit this post to reflect that).

If you find the video even remotely interesting, I’d like for once to urge you to give it a good rating and tell others about it. I’ve never really asked people to do this kind of thing for my games, because it would feel cheap – but this isn’t about my artistic output (or about me in any sense), it’s about this historical event whose cause and meaning are being presented in a rather distorted manner by the media. I know the video won’t make a huge difference, but if it can reach a few people, then that’s worth something.

Watch The Greek Riots: Some Basic Facts (Part One) on YouTube.

Watch The Greek Riots: Some Basic Facts (Part Two) on YouTube.

Watch the embedded versions on the video’s page here.

A small additional comment: I am fully aware that the protests are going to dissipate, and are already doing so. That does not alter their origins or significance.

They’re not children! They’re terrorists!

There’s a reason I generally stay away from message boards and comment threads. I recently began participating in one about the events in Israel, and it’s reminded me that this kind of thing is bad for my blood pressure. You can’t argue with a fanatic. To the fanatic, Israel has always been there, and the Palestinians are invaders. To the fanatic, the Israeli military doesn’t kill civilians; it’s the evil terrorists who intentionally use civilians as shields. If they can be called civilians at all, that is, because clearly they support the wrong side, so that makes them terrorists. To the fanatic, everyone in the Gaza strip would be fine if it weren’t for Hamas, because the blockade doesn’t really do anything. To the fanatic, history doesn’t exist, observable facts are invisible, and every crime can be explained away by making the victim a faceless terrorist.

It’s been a good reminder, though, that being against Bush does not mean you have a progressive or humanitarian political agenda. I have seen someone I used to respect greatly justify the killing of Palestinian children. Because they’re terrorists. Or because the evil terrorists won’t take them out of the way of the well-announced Israeli raids.

Fanaticism. It makes me sick.

And a thought for the new year…

Note: This was originally going to be a short post, but as you can see it turned out rather long. It’s not a full and perfectly detailed scientifc/philosophical essay about this topic. Maybe one day I’ll actually write one of those – there’s certainly enough to say. But the main point is there.

There’s something which has been causing me quite a large amount of anxiety lately: fanatics.

No, not the terrorist kind. Not that I find any of those particularly wonderful, but at least I can understand why people whose countries have been invaded and bombed and oppressed for decades now might be a little pissed off.

Neither am I talking about the Christian type of fanatic, though I find those equally problematic.

I’m talking about Richard Dawkins.

Richard Dawkins, that is, and the group of so-called scientists and philosophers that are the big public defenders of atheism and disparagers of religion nowadays. Don’t misunderstand me, though: it doesn’t bother me that they are promoting atheism. It bothers me that they are promoting atheism. And how.

I really do wish good old G.K. Chesterton was still alive. Yes, he was a Catholic, and no, I’m not one, but he could poke holes in modern philosophical thought like no other. His faculties of reason and humanity were gigantic, and his ability to express these values far beyond mine.

Let’s see.

I quite like Stephen Jay Gould, but I don’t buy his idea of religion and science being non-overlapping magisteria. Science does have something to say about religion, and religion cannot claim the absolute historical truth about its holy books. Creationism is bullshit and will always remain such. I don’t think religion and science have to be best buddies. And, for the record, I am and remain agnostic. And I maintain that more often than not, religion has played a big part in oppressing people and ideas.

But I do have enough sense not to simply dismiss all religion as superstition. I may choose to believe that every single aspect of a religion is untrue, just as I may believe that Bill Maher is wrong in his libertarian politics. But that doesn’t mean that I think Bill Maher is a complete idiot. I may not choose to believe in an almighty creator, but if someone looks at this astonishingly complex universe of ours, and believes that it must have a creator, then I can understand that. Because I can understand human thought. Because I can value human consciousness.

Those, on the other hand, who dismiss all religion as stupidity and superstition, are quite simply dismissing a huge part of human thought and human philosophy extending back to the very beginning of our species. They dismiss the beauty and power of many religious stories simply because the stories didn’t actually happen – so what? Even if there never was a Jesus, that doesn’t make the Gospels any less powerful – just like the nonexistence of Zeus and the Greek gods doesn’t make the Iliad less amazing. Truth has many aspects, and historical truth is only one of them.

But it’s more than just this that bothers me. I talked very much like Dawkins when I was 16, and that’s OK – if you’re 16. No, the problem goes much further than just the philosophical fallacy of dismissing everything you disagree with as worthless.

It’s not good science.

Science is based on the principle of observation: it is an attemt to chronicle and exlain the facts as they are. You observe the world and from that you derive hypotheses about the nature of things, which you attempt to turn into theories by supplying proof. But you do not try to read your philosophy into the world, and then try to justify it. That’s what a fanatic does, not a scientist.

Take the whole idea of the meme, for example. It’s nonsense – an absurd idea that reduces the complexity of human experience and culture to something that will fit neatly into Dawkins’ debatable ideas about the nature of evolution. It throws all the work done over the last three thousand or so years out the window in the name of a simplicity that obscures instead of illuminating our understanding of humanity. It throws out sociology, it throws out politics, it throws out cultural studies, and mainly it throws out history. (Even if it sometimes claims that it doesn’t.) It denies two essential things: the complexity and interconnectedness of human culture, and more importantly, human awareness and thought.

Looking at genes the way he does is one thing. I think it’s debatable, personally. But that’s another issue, and I may very well be wrong there. (Verena, innocently reading one of his books without having any opinions about Dawkins – but knowing a lot about biology – told me that she thought that most of his arguments were missing big chunks and often ended with “and this is true because I say so.”)

Dawkins thinks religion is an evolutionary by-product coming from the fact that our ancestors had a genetic advantage if they believed their elders. Daniel Dennett thinks it’s the result of “misplaced intentionality”, that is the result of the human tendency to assign actions that they cannot understand to an active agent, i.e. a god or spirit. None of them, however, seem capable of thinking that religion has something to do with humanity’s desire for understanding, with human thought. In all their descriptions, they are essentially taking humans out of the equation. But humans aren’t genes. We are conscious. We think.

William Blake said that to generalize is to be an idiot, and to particularize alone is the distinction of merit. I mostly agree. Of course, when it comes to science, a certain amount of generalization is necessary. This is fine and normal with the natural sciences – but not when it comes to humanity. To look at the history of religion in terms of memes tells us nothing. It is essentially an ahistorical approach that disregards a great many aspects – from economics and politics (the use of religion to oppress, the tendency of the poor and despairing to turn to religion; the socio-historical conditions in general) to the actual philosophies involved. Of course, for the fanatic all religions amount to the same – a senseless belief in the supernatural – but that is simply nonsensical. If you can’t see the profound differences in philosophy between the many religions, then you simply don’t know what you’re talking about anymore. And if you can’t see religion as part of history, and history as a very specific series of events, the one based upon the other, a sequence of cause and event (and human agency) then you’re lost in a realm of abstraction that has little to do with reality.

(This also leads to some fairly unpleasant political ideas. Dawkins will easily accept that problems regarding Islamic people are derived from Islam, throwing out history and politics in the process, and presenting an utterly simplistic portrait of human nature. The same goes for many other scientists and philosophers of this direction.)

The problem with both memetics and evolutionary psychology is that they do not begin by observing reality, but by what certain scientists want the truth to be. From there they proceed with a ridiculous attempt to cram everything into one system. Every aspect of human behaviour must have a biological origin. But this is manifestly idiotic – we are capable of thought, of self-reflection. We do things for a multiplicity of reasons, not all of which are immediately apparent, or the same in all people. Furthermore, the best things that we do we do for no reason at all. That’s something believers in evolutionary psychology cannot comprehend, because it doesn’t fit into their religion. Precisely because we are thinking creatures, we do a great many things that have no purpose but themselves. Art, in all its forms, is meaningless. We have reasons for doing it, of course, but those are not evolutionary. Love is meaningless. Horniness isn’t – our sex drives are most definitely biological. But to think that sex and love are the same is as silly as to think they have no relation at all. Rituals. There are official reasons for rituals, and there is a history to rituals, but the point of most rituals is actually the ritual. Finding an evolutionary reason for that is silly. Finding a psychological and philosophical one is wise.

Another good example is the existence of, shall we say, “free thought”. Yes, there may be limitations in terms of brain damage, and what our brain may be genetically hardwired to do – sometimes we can overcome these, sometimes we can’t. But the reality of our ability to think freely is something that, like gravity, cannot be denied. The fanatic’s response to this is essentially to wildly proclaim that it isn’t true, instead of investigating why it is and how. “Death, disease, insanity, are merely material accidents, like a toothache or a twisted ankle. That these brutal forces always besiege and often capture the citadel does not prove that they are the citadel.” said Chesterton. You may agree or disagree, but when it comes to the human ability to think – and other issues – more than a few believers in evolutionary psychology seem to be proclaiming the citadel nonexistent when they are, in fact, repeatedly walking face-first into it.

The problem, to me, with the celebrity defenders of atheism is that they are religious. They are fanatics. They’ve thrown science out the window and replaced it with a pseudoscience that will result in nothing but mechanical half-baked truths. They’re not arguing from the position of pure awe and wonder at the universe of a Carl Sagan, or the belief in humanity’s worth of an Isaac Asimov, but from a rather confused desire to see their own little religion win the day, because it is more reasonable. In doing so, they sound more than a little like the Christians of the past few centuries talking about the savages.

Nowhere has this become more clear to me, incidentally, than in Richard Dawkins’ latest statements about his desire to investigate the potential harmfulness of fairy-tales. Everything is encapsulated here: the dismissal of human culture, the inability to understand the multiple layers of meaning attached to most things (the frog turning into a prince isn’t just about a frog, as I suppose anyone could tell you) and the essential dismissal of the human ability to think (so what if a child believes a frog can turn into a man – does this really make us that much more gullible, or is it part of our evolution as individuals?). It’s a dismissal of thought and, even more dangerously, of imagination.

I don’t think that any of these people mean badly. I’m sure Dawkins is kind to furry animals and mostly a progressive-thinking man, even if his fanaticism prevents him from analyzing the world in a more complex way. But we live at a time where we need voices speaking out for reason, we need voices speaking out against fanaticism. And yes, we need eloquent atheists who say that the universe can be perfectly wonderful without a god or gods. But voices like Dawkins’ may convert, but they won’t enlighten.

I’m not saying science needs to be respectful of religion. But it does need to be respectful of two things: human intelligence, and scientific principles. Ditching those in order to achieve a victory for science is like ditching freedom to win a victory for democracy. The end cannot be achieved without the means.

Welcome to 2009

Looking back, 2008 was an odd year. Interesting, sure, but odd. Not exactly easy, either – but it did pass rather quickly, unlike some other years. So, here are some of the good things that I will remember:

  • Verena and I got engaged.
  • The month we spent in Greece was also nice, if not as nice as the year before.
  • Verena finished writing her novel.
  • I finished The Strange and Somewhat Sinister Tale of the House at Desert Bridge, to positive (if limited) reactions.
  • I worked quite a bit on my novel. I’m sad that it’s not done yet, but it’s easily my most ambitious project so far, so it’s OK. It’s just enormously complicated to write, even though I’m hoping that it will be enormously easy to read.
  • Our cat continued being most cute and wonderful, and has grown to be even more human-centered than before. (Just don’t tell her I said so. She’s still a cat.)
  • We watched quite a few excellent movies, including Terra, possibly the best film I saw in 2008, and one of the best science-fiction films I have ever seen.
  • We didn’t do any theatrework. I do miss it quite terribly on the one hand, but on the other I am glad that I didn’t have to deal with any of the rumour-mongering back-stabbing bullshit that has become so prevalent there.
  • We went to London twice – one to see Stephen Fry’s Cinderella panto (awesome), and once to see Hellboy II (not so awesome, unfortunately). Both times proved rather stressful, but there are plenty of good memories to make up for that.
  • I discovered the music of The Nightwatchman (thanks, Ivo!) and became a huge fan.
  • I finished running my second pen & paper RPG campaign and started on the third. To people not involved in this sort of thing it may not mean much, but I can say that it was a great, if sometimes frustrating (on an organizational level) experience. The story that was told was epic, tragic, funny and full of wonderful moments and characters. It confirmed in my mind that role-playing, at its best, is something very much like improvisational theatre, only bigger and more structured and more dramatic. It is a game that has the potential to become something akin to the storytelling of old.
  • I read a lot of good books. I can’t remember them all right now, but some I really enjoyed were Stephen King’s On Writing, G.K. Chesterton’s Orthodoxy and Heretics, Max Brooks’ World War Z and E.R. Eddison’s The Worm Ouroboros.
  • Verena and I played a lot of computer games together. (In many cases thanks to Ivo, who got the damn things running.) We were generally disappointed by Fallout 3 and Oblivion, but did get several hours of fun out of them. Despite its flaws, Verena played Oblivion through and through, finishing every single mission (except the Dark Brotherhood ones) and finding every single location. Fallout 3‘s crappy storyline and horribly disappointing ending kind of prevented that sort of thing, which is a shame, since it’s the better of the two games otherwise. But Verena also spent a great deal of time playing Fallout 2, which remains as fantastic as ever. And I had a great deal of fun with the underrated Dark Messiah of Might and Magic. Ah, kicking people down places…
  • We also played a great deal of X-Com: Apocalypse, and will continue to do so in the next year.
  • Despite the great tragedy that precipitated the riots, the people of Greece reminded me of what I like about them: when the time comes, they’ll stand up for what’s right. Sure, the country’s got plenty of idiots (just like every other country, obviously), but you won’t see people taking to the streets in the same way in Germany, no matter what happens.
  • But the best part of the year was that I spent 99.9% of the time with Verena, even managing to go along to university with her a number of times, sitting outside and writing while she was in her seminars. We really spend only a very small amount of time apart – never willingly – and despite doing so for several years now, we have not grown even remotely bored of each other. Not that this comes as a surprise to me; when we were first falling in love, the following thought crossed my mind: what if the afterlife consisted of you and one other person, sitting in a dark room together for all eternity? And the answer is: if that person was Verena, I would be perfectly fine. Because we could talk to each other, tell each other stories and jokes and exchange ideas literally forever, and we wouldn’t get bored. I’ve always thought this would be a good philosophical question for people to ask themselves when they are thinking about a relationship.

So, I guess we’ll see where 2009 will take us. Ten minutes into the new year, my friend Julian called me to say that he felt that this would be a really great year. Now, having known him for many years, and knowing what he’s usually like, that either means it will be an amazing year or it will be the end of the world.

Possibly both.

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